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and you’re kinda fucked when it happens…
(Source: itwillbe0kay)
What should I say?
Now I realized something today, and people around me have had some really good insight. I can’t date Him pretty much until we graduate even though Him and His girlfriend broke up, and I can’t go to prom with him even though I REALLY want to (I know prom is lame, but I can’t get that idea out of my head. Prom is two months away, but it would still be a bitch move to His ex, even though she already hates me. So this whole realization sucked a lot, because I’ve been in her shoes and it sucks. I don’t want to do to her what I had done to me. Now I also can’t sneak around with him to protect her feelings, because that never works and that’s not cool.
I have realized something else though. I don’t think I could stand watching Him fall for another girl. I want to try to be with Him before it’s too late, but I have no idea how that would ever work or ever happen. I don’t even know if He does or will have feelings for me. I’m too scared to try again to say how I feel, but if I don’t then I won’t be able to stop thinking about it.
